Dear Father!
Three years has gone by
since i last heard your voice. Even though it was weak i knew you didnīt
have much time left. But your advice to me was an advice of a lifelime.
I thank you for being such a wise father. Of course we had our
struggles thru my teens. But looking at everything all together you were
great. You let us grow up and become shaped to be ourselves. I
didnīt know it then. But i know it now. Dear daddy i am happy now.
It has been years since i had the feeling of happiness. If i ever had it
before ....i wonder. Your desease made us all stronger. Even though we
didnīt know it. I try my best to make
Hanna remember you the way i do. She is growing bigger daddy!!. She has
a bright head and she is always smiling and i think she will grow up to
be a really nice lady. She is one already. Today is the day you died
25th February.But the year of 2000. I canīt really remember this day 3
years ago. I was not there with you not physically. But we had already
said our goodbyes. It was the day before i left for my vacation. And
when i got home again you were gone. But i am happy that you called me
that day. Maybe you knew it was our last chat. I think you knew. I donīt think as often of
you with tears in my eyes anymore, but you are in me. You are my
inspiration in life and at work. Your ways are not gone it will stay
here in me as long as i am here. I hope you liked the flowers I put
on your grave today.
Love
Lovisa
::Brevet
till en far 2000-02-25::
i know it now. Dear daddy i am happy now.
It has been years since i had the feeling of happiness. If i ever had it
before ....i wonder. Your desease made us all stronger. Even though we
didnīt know it. I try my best to make
Hanna remember you the way i do. She is growing bigger daddy!!. She has
a bright head and she is always smiling and i think she will grow up to
be a really nice lady. She is one already. Today is the day you died
25th February.But the year of 2000. I canīt really remember this day 3
years ago. I was not there with you not physically. But we had already
said our goodbyes. It was the day before i left for my vacation. And
when i got home again you were gone. But i am happy that you called me
that day. Maybe you knew it was our last chat. I think you knew. I donīt think as often of
you with tears in my eyes anymore, but you are in me. You are my
inspiration in life and at work. Your ways are not gone it will stay
here in me as long as i am here. I hope you liked the flowers I put
on your grave today. 
::Brevet
till en far 2000-02-25::